6

Being with you, is like riding a roller coaster of emotion. I don't know when it will get into a tummy churning drop or ascend to a heart pumping climb. How I feel like a giddy lovestruck teenager everytime you showed me even the slightest affection. And how my heart thumped painfully when I made you upset. But all in all I am thankful, that you never give up on me, no matter how irritating I am, how simple I am. You, who never showered me with cheesy things but never leave my side. You who make me feel safe just by saying "don't be scared, I'm here with you". You who worried over me even if you far away. You whom I think will be a great father in the future. You who taught how to be optimistic and realistic to the timid and naive me. You who taught me to be mature, eventhough until now I still think that my mental age is younger than it should be,haha, aah I still need to work on that.

Umm, I'd like to write more but writing this is quite overwhelming. I easily get all emotional lately,blame my hormones. I just wanna say, thank you for being by my side for all these years, we have our ups and downs, I hope you never give up on me. I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, tick you off but put all that aside, I care and love you so much. Happy 6th anniversary, I love you, you :)

I hope the place where love lingers
Can be somewhere we can be together
It feels like a dream that I’ll never wake up from
It really seems like a dream

I remember the day we first met
You came to me on a dazzling and bright day
Thank you so much for coming to me

Real Story

Of all the songs I think this one represent my relationship the best, I who have that same insecurity from time to time, and he who mostly keep that kind of things to himself. Even he himself said it last night, "If I show it everyday, will it felt as special as if I show it occasionally?" , just like a verse in this song "There’s really no big meaning to it if I keep on repeating it". It's as if the song telling me what he's trying to make me understand.

Why wouldn’t I know those words of “I love you”?
It’s tickling me as it’s around my neck
Why wouldn’t I be able to do it?
Those words that are on my mouth
There’s really no big meaning to it if I keep on repeating it

Is it really that important?
Is my heart not enough?
I really don’t know
Is it really important what the others do?

I've come to realize that I don't need him to announce to the whole world that he loves me, as long as he keeps loving me, just like all of these years. Always by my side.

Hysterie

There are those songs that you feel related to, those songs that voicing out the emotion resides in your heart. The one that you felt but refused to leave your lips...

 

Even when I have you by my side, even when I’m holding your hand, I pathetically have useless worries, hy-hy-hysterie

When we’re doing fine, I look at you and I go crazy ooh~ hy-hy-hysterie

Open Arms

Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home...

 

P.S : One of my favorite from EXO, the 4 main vocalist at DKFC Concert in Philippines :)

Flowers That Bloom When Shaken by Do Jong-hwan

흔들리지 않고 피는 꽃이 어디 있으랴
이 세상 그 어떤 아름다운 꽃들도
다 흔들리면서 피었나니
흔들리면서 줄기를 곧게 세웠나니
흔들리지 않고 가는 사랑이 어디 있으랴

젖지 않고 피는 꽃이 어디 있으랴
이 세상 그 어떤 빛나는 꽃들도
다 젖으며 젖으며 피었나니
바람과 비에 젖으며 꽃잎 따뜻하게 피웠나니
젖지 않고 가는 삶이 어디 있으랴”

Where is the flower that blooms without shaking?
Any of the beautiful flowers of this world
all bloom while being shaken
They shake on stems that grow upright
Where is the love that goes without shaking?
Where is the flower that blooms without being soaked?
Any of the shining flowers of this world
bloom as they are soaked
Soaked by wind and rain, petals bloom warmly
Where is the life that goes without being soaked? 

도종환 - 흔들리며 피는 꽃

Wild Flower by Na Tae Joo

자세히 보아야 예쁘다

오래 보아야 사랑스럽다

너도 그렇다

you have to look closely to see its loveliness

you have to look for a long time to realize that it’s lovable

you, too, are like that

풀꽃 - 나 태 주

Missing You

Love is a tremendous artist, don't you think? :)

Please listen to my heart just once
Everyday every night i am missing you
Even if you are not by my side,
Even if I cant see you now,
In my heart, you are always the same